hiaz, my officer changed his words again. he promised me for letting me ORD with clearing all off and leaves for NTU....but now he says another thing. What to do? Now, waiting for my OC to be back from leaves so that i can consult him for a better plan. blessed me maN!!! hiaz....cant rest in peace...tomorrow doing holiday duty to accumulate my off. Hope there is chance for me to use them..sob

obians met up at the coffee club beside Somerset MRT, after a while of gossiping plus waiting for ellow to finish her shift, we headed to eski bar. We went to clark quay by MRT (NEL) but...to mabel's wrong information and poor in direction- clark quay is not the place. It is actually at boat quay area. So we started walking n walking .... till we finally found our destination in front of a 7eleven. No doubt- it is icy and freezing cold inside...and the gals wearing sleeveless have to request for jackets ( come in pink and white) to keep them warm. ( orelse they are dead). We ordered drinks and some finger food. (+)A nice place to chill out as it very cold thus the alcohol is good solution to warm up body. (-)But drinks a bit diluted and service are just average!!!

This few days, I am at Mandai camp involved in 6 DIV COC parade mobile column, recovery team assistant. Sianz. Everyday standby beside the parade square for any vehicles breakdown during the parade. But it was a good chance to see different combat vehicles of SAF, from A to C vehicles. Everyday i was late as Mandai camp isnt that accessible from my house...

Tomorrow, obians organise to go iski-bar in the night... hope i have the time and cash to attend. OBains always has very good outing.

Meeting BMT friends on 1may...jek going to disrupt and go oversea study. take this good opportunity to see him. long time no see frz, he is my BMT bed buddy. ANd the rest like Aaron, shaun, jingsheng and paul. We been through many hardship in BMT and becomes very very very good friends. the friendship that is build up is very strong though we nv meet up often.

i always want to seek what i really want in life...true many people are looking for that. Through different ways and methods, everyone seek meaning in life. i still searching, but family, friends and music has occupied my life presently. i like them. they give me important elements and complete my life. ++life changes with music! and thanks to all ruan friends and teachers who had help me to who i am now....++

Upcoming events

• meeting with ting, wen and sutee
• meeting with BMT friends
• meeting with BTT friends

Friends are important and never forget them!

Sometime, i just seek simplicity and enjoy my music but whenever human is involved. Things get complicated! So no choice, you have to handle politics and enjoy music at the same time. Reading notes (五弦谱）has already giving me much headache, but that is not worst. Handling relationship is rather difficult and interesting.

Challenges: Sightreading, using western scores, understanding dynamic and expression of songs, and communication with conductors.

Stupidly hit my forehead onto the 5 Ton tailboard while walking and cutting wire......i almost fainted. Hiaz. Pain! i teared! One bump grew~~~~then sergeant Roger ask me to go rest.

Thanks Obians for the Adidas Jacket which i longed want to have!!! finally get the right size i want from chin's info that TOPMAN in MArina square has it...Cool...i look for a lot of places but still cant find the right size. And made a TOPMAN's membership card for 150 purchase...haha. i am broke!

Wishlist next month::::

• frameless glasses


• le corq sportiff bag

Opening the mailbox as usual on the sunday morning, mood a little dull as a week ago i lost an important cardholder which contains a lot of cards. Life still have to go on though mood is quite down. I receive a mail from government service to me, to my shocking...someone actually return my 11B to the police station...Haha. A kind and good soul i should say...REally thanks him/her for the effort to deliver to the police station. For the past week, i keep recalling how careless i was to drop such important things. This is a big lesson for me...hope NO MORE of this to happen again. Tomorrow, i will go ang mo kio police station to collect my 11b...hopely the rest of the card is in there too!!!

Half day off for everyone in the camp to get prepared for the gathering. Wei en reached on the dot- 3.30pm and i reach around 3.40pm. No one arrived. I thought i was supposed to be late but indeed the majority of the group reached around 4.30pm. Food was not ready, only curry chicken and bee hoon there by Fariz's mum. BBq stuff arrived at around 7...pretty late and everyone was super hungry that we started finishing the bee hoon and curry. I was fun to see everyone back as some on course and some attached out like me. Never see them for a long while since i attached to nee soon fixing AVI failed vehicles!! Glad to go for the gathering and play "dai di" with them. Enjoyed but left for home at around 8.30pm to practise for my grading plus get ready for tomorrow's duty at Jurong Camp!

Many photos that bring back the memories of the secondary time... let the photos speak of their stories...upgrading and renovation project after 10years. many building might be gone and new building maybe unfamiliar to me but this is part of change!