First round of competition finally over. Huiru and minhui get into the final round. They did very well as expected. But i just feel that competition is fake- a lie and a illusion for competitors to fall into. Sometime i wondered what ruler the judges use to decide who should and should not enter final or get the awards. "is so black-so subjective, and easily influenced by personal relationship!!" How could it be ever fair? I tell myself nothing is fair. I always believe and agree to what my Ms Zhang told me- 'music should be natural and beautiful to hear'. But some prefer to use fake expression and untruthful technique to handle music, making it not natural and not nice to hear. After each competition (taking or not taking part), i experienced the disgusting and hope in human. Disgusted by fake and and unnatural music expression. Hope when i see people putting effort to work towards their goals. when my competition ends?