Why am I always have to face this?
I am tired of the changes.
Now then realize emotional, mental and psychological hurt are much more painful and irritating than physical hurt.

I am tired of all these despite what i have contributed.
Friendship eroded. Trust eroded. And that is what life is all about.

I hope I am wrong. At least...that way i will not be so hurt.


leaving behind shadows that unsure if that is mine.