thanks laoshi for her fruitful advice...think is very beneficial. It solves my nervousness and gives me more confident. First time...playing a concerto...volunteer myself so as to force myself to challenge my technical extremity and work for a goal. involved in teaching for the past 2 years, hence solo experience is very minimal...but is always good to create a goal for yourself and work hard to achieve it. it is pain and sweat, but i like the training and learning process. it kind of bring me to appreciate the song more and bring me to the next level. hope this is not my last concerto...but a beginning of more challenging pieces.

nitez all.
tired. blistered. happy.